i don't know where to put this so i'm putting it here

i really hope we don't stay in touch.

goodness, i am kind of a bitch, aren't i??

haha no
that's the kind of stuff that always happens to me: warm feelings on their side, seething hatred barely contained on mine

for the bored among you, you're probably already reading this thread, but it is a wonder:
What's the farthest you've ever gone in a movie theater?

yeah xp same here. maybe i have gotten better in the past few years but i get those kinds of special messages from people once in a while and i'm thinking "but i think you're awful!" and then i feel guilty but it's probably normal

sandbox unity

it makes me never want to sit in a movie theater

yeah... then i start thinking: 'do ppl feel this way about ME - ppl i like who secretly hate ME??' :(

is normal ilx broken right now?

no
seriously, i've wondered about the that too, people who are acting nice but secretly hate me. but why would they hate me? what's to hate?

anyway, i try not to be too nice to people i figure i'll never see again.

fuck people who don't like me. probably i hated them before they hated me.

people who might secretly hate me = dirt off my shoulder

i mean i say that but secretly i have deathly social anxiety and hate it when people dont like me

not actually that secret btw

i try to have same attitude, i.e who cares if someone doesn't like me? but easier said than done. altho if i don't like someone i don't really give a shit if they don't like me either.

this is the second time in two days that i've trouble loading reg. ilx. hmmm.

i am even sometimes afraid that people who obviously like me are just pretending! like i unconsciously think that everyone else loves to go out of their way to pretend they like people they hate. that's totally unreasonable lol. but i don't care about people that clearly don't like me, they can eat dicks

i don't know where to put this so i'm putting it here

i don't think i've dreaded an intermission as much as the one that's about to start

it's one of those nights

more headbutting about to happen?

:(

we shall see...

you'll be okay. just watch out for brontosaurus!

when my intuition tingles it TINGLES

like not even able to sit down and there's always a motherfucking reason

two of the drunkest people i've ever seen at a show, out in the lobby drinking doubles, hollering and dancing

thankfully they didn't want back in the show, just left, situation avoided whew

i also had a backstage tour no one told me about but that was no biggie

were they drunk dancing ballet

for the bored among you, you're probably already reading this thread, but it is a wonder:
What's the farthest you've ever gone in a movie theater?

― jergins, Sunday, December 28, 2008 1:27 AM (4 hours ago

this always sounded appealing to me

wanna go see the new james bond tomorrow?

from Hurlstone Jackson's Celtic Miscellany a translation of a Gaelic incantation to accompany the plucking of yarrow:

"I will pick the smooth yarrow that my figure may be more elegant, that my lips may be warmer, that my voice may be more cheerful; may my voice be like a sunbeam, may my lips be like the juice of the strawberries. May I be an island in the sea, may I be a hill on the land, may I be a star when the moon wanes, may I be a staff to the weak one: I shall wound every man, no man shall would me."

how jelky got his groove back

"it's quite a tribute to a person if they sound shrill even with mute on"

kompakt refreshed:
http://www.kompakt.fm
http://www.kompakt.fm/dates

oh hey this is really interesting
http://blogs.tnr.com/tnr/blogs/environmentandenergy/archive/2009/01/04/the-end-of-all-you-can-drive-insurance.aspx

time to fix odometer!

http://farm4.static.flickr.com/3256/3171520993_d82d3e0595_o.jpg

i hate married people

sometimes i think all they have to offer are unwanted evites and the refraction of their hatred of their husbands

http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Earworm
http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Tetris_effect

seriously what the fuck is up with marrieds and evites?

also i have severe cases of both earworm and tetris effect.

if it makes you feel any better, the center house is reeeally depresssing

also, earworm not nearly as gross as one might imagine!

i trusted you not to link to something that would be as gross as that link might lead one to think. if anyone else had posted it i wouldn't have clicked!

i don't see a 'snippets of conversations you have overheard' thread so i am putting this here:

closing up the store, i see girl walking by talking on mobile
"oh yeah totally okay then TTYS!!"

ppl really say tee-tee-why-ess IRL??

explain to me the marrieds/evites thing... married people always stay at home?

haha nothing to explain really, i was annoyed with a married co-worker that day and took my frustrations out on the internet. (the idea was that the things married people can offer are mostly useless to me)

will keep that in mind in a year's time, jergz